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Confidence

2008-10-09T11:58:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we are guided to make changes in our life that will make us weary. We are people, just human.We have insecurities and self doubt can plague our missions in life. Circumstances that seemingly get in the way can lead us to lose Faith. The truth of that matter is that you don't have to have confidence in yourself. Confidence in God is enough. God works through you and with you in every way. You can lean on God. When you feel you are out of courage and faith you can rely on God. You may not have the answers now. You may not know how you are getting there. Have faith that you are being guided. It's not about you. The more you take yourself out of the equation the better. You are worthy of it all. Please stay in the moment. Take one day, one step at a time. Give your worries to God and trust our Creator is lighting your path. Don't be blind to the signs. I send blessings of love and light to each and every one of you :)

Decide

2008-10-06T20:21:00.000-07:00

We go through life and gain more and more responsibility. We have to make decisions everyday. One of the biggest decisions we have to make is to decide what we want. Each decision we make can turn us in a different direction. We have to decide "what is next for me?" It's not easy making these decisions. We have help though. From our friends and family. My mom used to say to try it for a day. Make a decision and see how it feels for a day. If it doesn't feel right, then change it. Think about which decision makes you feel happy, which one makes you feel loved and safe, which would help other people. Always choose the decision where you can do the most good.

When our lives feel stuck or things aren't moving along smoothly then it's time to make a decision. Decisions are magical. They get things moving along. If you don't like where your life is then examine your decisions. The best one will make you happy. Our decisions can create new beginnings.

Pray. God is love and light. You will receive the answers very clear if you are open to receiving them.

I am grateful for my friends and family that are here helping me make the best decisions for me. The best indicator though isn't just your head or heart. It's your gut. Sometimes our judgement is clouded. Really listen to how your decisions are making you feel. When we love ourselves, our life goes right :)

Hope

2008-08-26T20:54:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt like you lost it? Lost hope. What is hope exactly? It's something that will keep a lot of us going. Hope for a better day. Hope that things will work out. Hope is a belief in a positive outcome. An outcome that will make us happy. I'm here today writing about not giving up hope. Don't give up. Hold your head high and know that hope is worth it. Sometimes we need it to get to that happy place. I know its hard sometimes and nothing seems more relieving than giving into despair. But don't do it. Don't give in to the parts of you that are getting you nowhere. Sometimes I feel I am surrounded by a tornado of screw ups. It makes it hard to breath sometimes when I am left to deal with the mess I've left. But what is the one thing that could make it better. Hope and Faith. I have faith that my life will be happy and harmonious. I have faith in God and the universe that whatever seems so hopeless is only making me appreciate the love I have. I have suffered heartbreak. But I know that the only reason I feel that way is because I allowed my heart to be open and to love. I look at it as being healthy. The kids in my sons class say I love You very freely. Think about when we were kids and our hearts had never experienced heart break from another person that way. They have no hesitation in saying it. I strive for that innocence. I have hope. I have hope for love and happiness. I hope for the happiness of others. I think having hope in your life will brighten your day. Life is short. Why not live your life to the fullest and have hope for the future.

You Must Let It Go!!

2008-08-12T22:41:00.000-07:00

You cannot erase the past;

you must let it go.

You cannot change yesterday;

you must accept the lessons learned.

You cannot stop time

or stand still in a world

racing around in circles;

you must dance with the wind

and sing with the songs

that are playing.

Let whatever mistakes you have made

remain in the shadows

of times gone by,

and let love be the answer

to the mysteries of life :)

Love you all <3

Pay attention to the doors that are opening in your life and don't try to force open the ones that are closing. We are all working as a part of the universal laws of divine timing. If we try to skip or rush certain steps the whole plan will lack a solid foundation. Embrace the new and walk through those doors with faith and gratitude.

Help

2008-07-26T16:44:00.001-07:00

I'm going to write something that I hope can help you. We all go through difficult times. There are people who hurt us. There are circumstances that bring disapointment. All of these things could cause us to get in a funk with God. With the universe. We ask WHY? Times aren't easy right now and it seems no answer is the right one. The souls on this planet are warriors. We chose this life and we are here to live it. Live each day fulfilling our purpose. When these troubling times strike I have found some peace. Peace with grace. Gratitude. Instead of living the pain I have chosen to live love. Focus on your blessings. STOP complaining, blaming and be grateful. See the Divine love in everyone and everything. Gratitude is a MAGNET. It attracts loving people and opportunities. Before you go to sleep every night think of everything you are grateful for. God and our angels are here with us. With everything. They haven't abandoned you and they CANNOT leave you ever. It is only our fear that makes us blind or mute to our angels. Live love and light :)

Forgive

2008-07-24T21:45:00.000-07:00

The word forgive has been floating all around me lately so I wanted to write about it again. Doreen Virtue P.H.D. writes beautifully about the subject. You know I love her :) I'm writing this excerpt from one of her books again. I can't help it. I hope everyone is doing good :)

Forgive

Your desires come to you as you clear the path to old anger and resentment. While you may not be able to pardon the other person's behavior, its essential that you release anger towards him or her. That's because old anger is a toxin that only hurts you-not the other person. As you forgive, you make way for health and love. When you let yourself off the hook for perceived misdeeds, your energy and self-esteem automatically increase. The easiest way to forgive is to send unconditional blessings and prayers to everyone involved in the situation. Hold compassion for them all. See and feel yourself cleared of old anger, and breathe easy with your newfound peace.

Can't you just feel it as you read it :-D

It's Beating

2008-06-23T22:57:00.000-07:00

How do you know your broken? Our spiritual gurus will tell you...you are everything you ever will be and everything you will ever become is now. That the present is where your full potential is finally reached. But what happens when you can feel your broken heart? You don't feel the same. Finding joy might be harder. And when you find it...you still might be guarded. How do we get that innocence back? How do we find that place of freedom? My heart calls out for air. Breathe it tells me. Find your beat. I do find it every once in awhile. But still I know there are things I am avoiding. Things that will bring that freedom my heart longs for. Why hold back from flying? I'm holding on still. And it's like a weight keeping at the bottom of the ocean. And then I start to think about those Gurus. Live now. Live for today. If I only had today what cliff wouldn't I jump off of? Why give time so much power? And slowly jumping off each cliff at a time. Eventually there is no more fear. I'm running off the cliff. And then I want to go higher. My heavy heart seems to lighten up.

Now

2008-06-09T21:06:00.000-07:00

I'm experimenting. With life. With breath. I've decided to just completely let go. Lose the fear. Or face it......Breathe......The anticipation of meeting our fears is so much larger than overcoming them. What are we all so scared of? The bottom line to fear is that we can't handle it. No matter what happens. No matter what comes our way or leaves us. WE CAN HANDLE IT. I can handle it. I can handle it with peace, love, dignity, respect....Breathe..... The ripple effect of peace is so much more powerful than fear. What about our attachments? What are you clinging to? A belief, a material thing, a personality trait, a relationship. What could possibly happen to you if you..just...let...go? Completely detach yourself from any sort of outcome. Let it go....Breathe....When your mind is at peace and quiet that is when you see the truth. When your mind comes from chaos every decision thereafter is a result of chaos. Come from peace and calm. Be clear and breathe...and everything in your life will occur like your breathe. There is no inhale without an exhale and there you find your rythm.

Breaking Old Habits

2008-06-02T22:05:00.000-07:00

Some habits are more difficult to change than others. Some traits of thought seem to always run along the same lines and follow the same track, occasionally becoming derailed by enlightenment.

I know that for myself, I tend to control my life and focus my energies within the boundaries that I have created. I have prevented many alternatives. I adapt to change as I must and I do it willingly........in most cases. I notice that I am not as open as I should be to life's "variations".

Yet, my inner spirit sends me a message every once in awhile, saying.....DISCOVERY is our entertainment in life, EXPERIMENTATION is our participation in life, and the movement from one MOMENT to the next is life's way of telling us that life is TIMELESS....we are not.

Live

2008-05-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

Things have been crazy for me lately. I write about angels and God and healers. I try to teach and tell as many people as possible about the benefits of communicating with God and your angels. I have been through some failures lately. The reason why they are failures to me is because I failed myself. I failed my conscious. I didn't listen to my heart and I lost faith in the divine. I lost faith in what God has in store for me and my purpose on this planet. I found the human inside and it hurts. With this pain I realized how important the relationships I have in my life are. How much beauty is in every angel I have in my life. The one angel that is the force behind every breath I take is Maddy. My son. Through chaos and arguments and all of the drama life has to bring I find my sanity in the eyes of my angel. I thank him everyday for being the most amazing miracle in my life.

There is a quote a good friend reminded me of today: For every setback, adversity or failure, there is a seed of equal or greater benefit.-Napoleon Hill. I can say these past few months I have planted many seeds. And it is my responsibility and honor to nurture them. I know I have failed many of you but I promise there is a place in my heart where your seeds will grow.

Healer

2008-04-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

Do you know that you unknowingly send out healing vibes everyday? When you give a stranger a smile, take time to listen to a friend, send out a kind thought, feel compassion for someone, or when you call a friend or family member when you sense they might be going through something. When you hurt your hand, you instinctively rub it to make it feel better. Whenever you make these expressions of love or concern you are sending out healing energy.

If you discover you have a natural healing ability it would only be natural for you to be proud of yourself. But the truth is, you would be getting the wrong message. Always remember that the only personal healing skill that you can honestly claim is the ability to heal yourself. In all other instances you are a channel for life force energy or prana. THAT is what promotes healing in others. Once you have understood this you will also realize that in order to become an effective healer you must also sort out your own health first. This means resolving both emotional and physical problems. Healing yourself demands great self awareness and acceptance. It also means giving up long held judgments, resentments, and other negative feelings. My self healing abilities come easiest when I don't think too much about the past or the future. When I live and enjoy my life as it is today. We are the sum total of all of our experiences and whatever is left unresolved will manifest itself here and now. When you observe, acknowledge, and confront what is in your life, your energy is free. Free to be vibrant, flowing free to be prosperous and grow.

Keep Believing in Yourself

2008-04-22T22:24:00.000-07:00

There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be. That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. it may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, and you will also see yourself developing into the person you have always wanted to be. Life is a journey through time, filled with many choices; each of us will experience life in our own special way. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and the changes will only help you to find the dreams that you know are meant to come true for you.

Frequency Shift

2008-04-17T21:48:00.000-07:00

I have read many books and transcripts about the subject and I would like to write about it now. Our tastes shift as a result of our spiritual study. As we elevate our "tastes" elevate as well. We lose the need for mood-altering substances, we are repelled by violence in the media, and our attraction to friends and lovers change. This is all a result of our "frequency shifting". I feel like I have experienced this phenomenon often. Sometimes leaving me bewildered not understanding exactly what is happening. Each person has a vibration that is visible to them. Our frequencies adjust according to our thoughts and emotions. Those who worry, fret, and obsess have slow frequencies, while those who meditate and pray frequently have high frequencies. As our frequencies shift upward we become attracted to higher vibrating people, situations, people, food and energies. This also means that we won't be attracted to some of the friends and events that once captivated us. Vibrations surrounding EGO ISSUES, such as anger, violence, competitiveness, dishonesty, and jealousy are extremely low. High vibrations surround SPIRITUAL MINDEDNESS, such as meditation, prayer, devotion, selfless service, volunteerism, healing work, teaching, sharing, expressing of love.

You can shift your frequency. I want you to think for a moment. Think how your life would be if you were consciously aware that everyone that you talked to was a Divine aspect of your God-self. You would feel complete and total love for these individuals and for yourself. You would experience a so called HEAVEN-ON-EARTH experience. We are all truly one with God. When we truly understand and live this knowledge, we are in a state of ascension.

Intentions

2008-04-15T20:29:00.000-07:00

Your intentions create your experiences. What do you intend to happen? Make sure your thoughts and feelings reflect your true intentions. Take inventory of your expectations. What do you expect to happen today, tomorrow, or in the future? These expectations are the seeds of your intentions. An intention means that you have set a goal and intend to achieve it. Your intentions drive your experiences. Choose and "infuse" your intentions with love. See yourself and others as happy, successful, and peaceful. By holding spiritually minded intentions you help yourself and others. Replace negative mental habits with more empowering thoughts.

Soulmate

2008-04-07T22:56:00.000-07:00

Soulmates..love of a very close kindred spirit. Soulmates come together because they are working on mastering the same type of karma and developing energies of the same chakra. I believe we all have many soulmates. The term is used loosely in regard to romantic relationships but they aren't necessarily people with whom we will have that romantic partnership. Some soul mates are in our life for a brief time while we form a lasting relationship with others. Soulmates help us to learn and grow. They elevate our energy and help us to learn our lessons and become more evolved individuals. It is someone you are linked to spiritually. As we go through life we meet many people who come and go. Yet there are people who we feel a deep loving connection. These kindred spirits are part of our soul group. They are the friends that you can depend on for guidance, comfort, enjoyment and understanding. When we meet one of these kindred spirits our hearts are filled with joy and a sense of having known this person forever.

I would like to give thanks for the kindred spirits, soulmates in my life. When I think of these people my heart warms with gratitude. I am eternally grateful for the angels in my life. Each and every one of them has changed my life and I am aware and accepting of the lessons they have brought me. They take my breath away. They encourage me to be the best version of myself. I am aware of each and every gift. I cherish every moment I am so lucky to have with them.

What I am Searching For

2008-04-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

I have known many different kinds of people in my life...

I've met men who are sensitive and caring and men who are cruel and calculating.

I've known women who are sincere and honest and women who are jealous and hateful.

I've seen smiles filled with lies and tears wet with truths.

I've shared time with those who have needed me, and I've been by myself when I was in need.

I have been associated with people who are dreamers but not doers and with people who make promises but never keep them.

I've found myself learning how to understand all these personalities and to avoid those that cause my life sadness.

My soul yearns for those who still believe in life's truths

of honesty

of sincerity

of compassion

and of true friendship

But most of all, I long to know those few people who really know what love is and how to be a loving person. I long for a place where people can get together and talk to one another about the things that matter, like being friends and caring about the dreams that we all believe in.

I long for a time when friendship and love are important and the best part of our lives.

It's Up to You

2008-04-01T22:07:00.000-07:00

It may be easier to give up than it is to keep going. It may be easier to say it's someone else's fault than to take the blame yourself. It may be easier to make excuses than to offer apologies but there is no guarantee that the easy way through life is the best way.

Make your travels through time worthwhile. Choose the roads that allow you opportunities to grow and change. Look for adventures that challenge your abilities and find mysteries in life that excite your sense of wonder. Search for the truths that you believe in and discover as many secrets about life as you can. It is up to you to create your life. Your unique spirit needs to explore the world and be an active part of every day. Don't be so concerned with following the easiest roads to travel but follow the roads that lead you towards being the person you really want to be. Remember the important things in life are the things that YOU BELIEVE are important. There is a free spirit and a true spirit within each of us. Our free spirit wants to kiss the wind whenever it gently touches our lives. It wants to sail away to some enchanted paradise. Our true spirit wants to embrace the moon and the stars and cherish their magic. It is the combination of both that enables us to discover the mysteries of our soul.

KEEP LOOKING....for the peacefulness you are searching for

KEEP BELIEVING....in the contentment you talk so endlessly about

KEEP TRYING...to be all that you are

REMEMBER....the magic in life ends when you decide you have everything.

Faith

2008-03-17T22:50:00.000-07:00

Faith isn't about turning off the brain and relying only on the heart, or squashing reason in favor of emotion. Many people think of "faith" as either a feeling or a group of thoughts that represent one's convictions. I believe having faith in the Divine is a very sacred thing. Faith is an attitude, conviction, and conduct based on your relationship with the Divine. Think of all the miracles you have experienced in your life. Being optimistic about what you feel in your heart will attract the opportunities and support you need. But any pessimism will push away or slow your progress. Faith is not static but grows in strength and depth as we nourish our relationship with Light and Love throughout our lives. Before you go to sleep each night, ask your guardian angel to clear away any fears that keep you from enjoying full faith. In the morning, you will notice your renewed and increased belief. Remember that with faith, all things are possible. :)

Break Free

2008-03-06T07:32:00.000-08:00

The only restriction is the limitation in your beliefs that prevents you from breaking free from self-made imprisonment....

Do you ever feel trapped by outside circumstances either financially or from family obligations. Sometimes these circumstances compel us to accept an unsatisfactory job or relationship. Maybe you feel that someone else won't let you pursue life enhancing activities. Or maybe you feel controlled by an addiction. When we are responsible for ourselves, we're more responsible to others. When WE are happy, our family, friends, children, and spouse enjoy being around us more and are inspired by our confidence. Ask God for help in releasing these your fears and assisting you in breaking free.

Empowerment

2008-03-03T15:13:00.000-08:00

"You're more powerful than you realize. It's safe for you to be powerful"

Empowerment means that you are no longer willing to see yourself as a victim in any way. It means letting go of blame in respect to people and past and present circumstances. You can be powerful and gentle at the same time and be very effective. How many situations that bring stress and anxiety into your life make you feel powerless? Remove that victim status and take control of every situation. YOU have the power to change your life. YOU have the power to take each situation as it comes and realign it with love, peace, and light.

My Mistakes

2008-03-02T17:11:00.000-08:00

Every loving thought and every fearful thought has an effect. Whenever you feel pain of any kind you know that you have held a fearful thought. As you go along on the spiritual path you will develop less and less tolerance for pain. Until you finally reach a point that you have a zero tolerance for pain policy. At that point you will no longer hold fearful thoughts and you will instantly recognize and release any fearful thoughts that you may have mistakenly chosen. Loving thoughts come from your true self. Fearful thoughts come from your false self or ego. Effects stay connected to their causes. Whenever you choose a fearful thought it stays connected to your ego self like a hot air balloon. Painful experiences stay tethered to you. One after another in an endless pattern and cycle. As long as you hold on to the cause. Every time we choose a fearful thought we have simply made a mistake in thinking. When you see yourself or you see someone above or below you you have made a mistake in your thinking. You can release these mistakes. Only the effects of divine love including your loving thoughts are real and eternal. All of the fearful thoughts that you have had or others have had about you can be released. A Course In Miracle states that acknowledge that you have been mistaken and all effects of your mistakes will be clear. We can collapse time by returning our thoughts to truth. The basis of true reality. Nothing real can be threatened and nothing unreal exists. Here in lies the peace of GOD. Mistakes don't require punishment they simply require correction.

Call angels to your side....be willing to release the effects of fear that you may have absorbed in any direction of time.

* Some mistakes have been made in this situation. I ask that all effects of all mistakes be undone in all directions of time.

Meditation

2008-02-26T21:51:00.000-08:00

I come across so many people who say they don't know how to meditate but they know they should. Focus on your breathing and heartbeat. Notice how your body relaxes. Turn your attention inward. Meditation is a discipline. Being able to focus or turn your attention to one thought or awareness. When you practice this you go into a higher state of consciousness. It is recognized in almost every religion and has been practiced for over 5000 years. The object of meditation is to reach a calm state of mind.

In over 1500 separate studies since the early 1930's, meditation has been clearly shown to offer wide variety of benefits. Here are some statistics:

*Meditation decreases oxygen consumption, heart rate, and blood pressure, and increase the intensity of alpha, theta, and delta brain waves--the opposite of the physical changes that occur during stress. Harvard Medical School

*75% of long-term insomniacs who have been trained in relaxation and meditation can fall asleep within 20 minutes of going to bed. Dr. Gregg Jacobs,Psychologist, Harvard

*Meditation significantly controls high blood pressure at levels comparable to widely used prescription drugs, and without the side effects. Journal of the American Medical Association

*In a recent study 77% of individuals with high levels of stress were able to cool down-lower their blood pressure and cholesterol levels-simply by training themselves to stay calm. Health, October

*Meditators over a 6-9 month showed a marked decrease in the thickness of their artery walls, while non-meditators actually showed an increase. This change translates to about an 11% decrease in the risk of heart attack and an 8% to 15% decrease in the risk of stroke.

There are so many statistics of the benefits of meditation. Look online and just google mediation exercises or go to your book store and buy a meditation book if your interested. Lots of love and light to all of you!!!!

CLEARING YOUR DWELLING

2008-02-10T08:24:00.000-08:00

Do you ever come across a house that has "good" vibes or "bad" vibes? Do you notice that there are some places that radiate peace and feel welcoming, and other places where you feel you just cannot get out of there fast enough. Human emotional energy can cling to objects and locations, and be picked up by anyone on an unconscious level. Cleansing can be done on a home, estate or workplace. It can mean simply clearing out negative energy left by previous occupants, and/or sending spirits of humans, animals, or entities back into LIGHT. Some entities are attracted to certain situations, because human emotional energy is their food. They are parasites who disrupt your life to feed themselves. Most children are somewhat intuitively sensitive to spirits.

There really are so many different ways that you can clear your home. I can give you a suggestion that is a sure way to clear your home or work place. First dedicate time to your Spiritual House Cleaning. If your dealing with a lot of "stuff" in your life, you may want to set aside even more time. Next ask for Divine Guidance in your House Cleaning throughout the day and just before you begin. When the time has come take yourself into a quiet place and remove all distractions. Turn off the TV, phones, etc. If you need music to help you relax try to find something soothing and without words. Grab a pen or pencil and write out a letter to God or your Higher Power of all the things that have been going on in your life. Don't hold back. If you happy or sad get it all out. Have a little chat with GOD.

The next step is to actually go in every room and clear the house. I prefer to smudge the house. You can use SAGE or SWEETGRASS. Ever since there was fire we have been tossing in herbs and other plant materials. We do this to actively change the energies surrounding our person and home. No one really knows how long this has been going on but it's been pretty much since the Dawn of Human Kind. Why Smudge? Matter attracts energy. Whether is electromagnetic, ionic, or emotional energy it will effect, negatively, or positively, whatever it is "clinging" to. Smudge and other forms of incense are used to cleanse matter of negative energy fields as well to create and buildup positive ones.

Repelling and attraction the undesirable and desirable. You should Smudge when ever you feel negative energy effecting you, your possessions and your surroundings. Smudge whenever you feel you need to create or enhance positive energy around you. It is all in the intent and focus of the herbs and the one who is smudging. Smudge anything and everything. Anyone and everyone who wants or needs it. Smudge yourself, your home and your possessions. Smudge the people you live with(if they allow it). Smudge your pets (if the allow it ;)).

With all that said....here is how you SMUDGE :)

They have sage bundles pretty much at any metaphysical store. Leaving your window or door open to the outside in the last room. I usually like to start WEST and move around the directions in a counter clock wise motion. I do this around the house, room to room repeating the counter clock wise motion in each room. Use the sage wand to push the smoke around each room: up, down, in corners, under beds, in closets, everywhere. Keep your focus on your intent. In the last room focus on the negative energy leaving your home; never to bother you or anyone else again. It helps to ask that the negativity is removed from the Earth entirely. Ask that it Evolve into a higher more positive energy form. Next repeat the whole thing but going EAST around the directions in a clockwise motion. You are now focusing on attracting whatever positive energies you want in your home and even room to room. Envision happy joyful conversation. Relaxed content emotions. Always be careful when using fire and ashes!!!!!!! I send lots of love and light to all of you who are clearing your home!!! Welcome the positive changes!!!

The RAT

2008-02-08T14:56:00.000-08:00

The first animal in the Chinese Zodiac year is the RAT. The Chinese year fro 2008 started February 7th and ends January 25th 2009. We are now in the year of the RAT. The RAT is considered a protector and brings in material prosperity. The RAT is associated with aggression, wealth, charm, and order. It is a year of hard work, activity and renewal. This is a good year to begin a new job, get married, launch a project or make a fresh start. The best way to succeed to is to be patient, let things develop slowly, and make the most of every opening that presents itself to you.

People born in the year of the RAT are said to be logical realists, shrewd, charming, ambitious, and inventive. The Chinese RAT is respected and considered a courageous, enterprising person. People born in this year are clever, bright, sociable and family-minded. The have broad interests and a strong ability in adapting to the environment and able to react adequately to any changes. They are very gifted and are easy going. Of the twelve signs that are highly organized, meticulous, and systematic.

Wake-Up Call

2008-01-26T10:44:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I stood looking at my face in the mirror, staring at myself in actual amazement.

I looked older, my hair looked tired, and that sparkle that once shined in my eyes as a child has faded. There was a seriousness that had taken its place. At that moment, a sense of urgency and determination was awakened in me. That face in the mirror was changing right in front of me. I could of told myself that it was just another bad hair day, but deep inside I knew that this was a transition that I needed to face, literally...face to face. I smiled at myself with one of those you-don't-look-so-bad kind of smiles, but that didn't work. So I tried to make my smile bigger and brighter, hoping to find a renewed spirit somewhere, but that didn't help either. This was my wake-up call--time to start doing the things I want to do, time to think about making some changes, time to get my life going. And it wouldn't hurt to run a comb through my hair too!

As you awaken to the changes that are surrounding your life, you must also stop and reminisce about your past. Who you are is an accumulation of everything you once were, the total sum of each and every thought you have ever had and every single feeling you have ever known. Change is what keeps us constantly striving to be more than we were before. Life shines brightly for those who experience the changes they are given. Life is the interaction of all things, and we must learn to respect everyone, as we all will journey in different directions. To accept life as a passage through time is to understand that people will indeed full fill their destinies as they travel the roads only they alone can travel. Let your life be an adventure.....

Look for the invisible, listen to the silences, touch your imagination, and make each day something special. You are your life, and by believing in change, you are believing in yourself and everything that you will be.

Deanna Beisser

CES Convention

2008-01-13T08:11:00.000-08:00

I've been writing these past weeks on different ways to develop your spirituality. These are sort of the basics for me. I talk to a lot of people who want to know what different stones to use, or how to clear their house. Most people just need to be reminded that they can ask their angels for help. Sometimes I won't even know about the topic myself but I know I need to write about it and research it. I have decided today to tell you about angels in my life. I have experienced many different miracles as a result of communicating with angels. I have also experienced amazing "coincidences" as well.

I have a quick story of what my week was like last week working the CES convention.

Two weeks ago I received my contract for the CES convention. My agents were sort of moving me around with different clients trying to book me with the highest rate. When I finally received my contract I was put with Samsung Camera. I was excited about this because I worked for Samsung last year and requested I work for them again. There were some things that were different from last year though. For one I didn't have to go to the training like I did the year before. That seemed normal. But I also wasn't supposed to work in the booth. I was to report to a room up on the second floor where corporate usually is. And finally I wasn't assigned a uniform. Samsung likes their employees very clean cut and in specific uniforms.

I get ready Monday morning and pack a "Life Force" lunch. I'm pumped up because December was slow for work and I'm ready to make some money. Traffic is crazy around the convention center. I did leave early enough and I know I will be on time. I'm waiting in line to park and I see them pull out the LOT FULL sign and hold my breath for a minute as the man passes me through. I park in the last parking spot in the back corner of the lot. The walk from my parking space to LVCC is about a mile at least. Then once I get into the convention center it's about a mile to the room I have to work in.

As I'm walking down the hall and get closer to my room number I see the room I'm working in. Colored lights are flashing outside the door. There is a clear wall in the entrance with Samsung Camera written on it illuminating every time the color changes. The colors are changing red, blue, green, yellow, pink, purple, and orange. I start laughing to myself thinking "what have the angels done for me now"?!! I walk in and my jaw drops. This is not a conventional room they would have set up here! WOW I thought. The room had white drapes all along the walls. There were colored lights at the bottom of the drapes lighting up the walls and changing colors every 3 seconds. The room was glowing different colors!!! There were six couches set up like a lounge area. There were two desks. One sort of bar type desk with bottles of water, coffee, and sodas. The other desk had high tables and chairs behind it looking like another sitting area. Behind those chairs were meeting rooms for the Camera representatives. There were plants all over the room and both desks had bouquets of flowers on top!! There was also music playing!! The room was very tranquil and reminded me of a corporate meditation room. As I get situated I find out the girl I'm working with is running behind and so I sit and wait. Finally she walks in and is carrying a backpack. She puts her stuff down and we receive our instructions.

Our job was to greet guests and get them to the right room for their appointments. How difficult could that be? We are both getting paid good money to hang out in this room and be nice to people. Wow. I love my job I'm thinking. Little did I know it gets better. The girl I'm working with pulls out a few books from her backpack. She pulls out the Torah and some other Jewish books. She tells me that she's converting to Judaism and that she's learning about her spirituality. She asks me if I think it's weird that she has vivid dreams and that they have come true a couple of times. This is all said within the first fifteen minutes. The whole time I'm laughing to myself because I know the angels were working behind the scenes with all this. We realize that we are going to be talking to each other the whole time and exchange phone numbers so that we can text instead of talk. Well, her phone number is exactly the same as my old phone number only two of the number were switched. All the same numbers in the same sequence only two switched. Should I say that again? What are the odds of that happening??? I don't tell her this right away.

Two days go by and we realize that we are basically getting paid to talk to each other. The representatives would come get the clients themselves and the schedule didn't even match. At the end of the second day our boss says we might have to work down in the booth on the third day because there weren't going to be many meetings. We go down to the booth on the third day and look like outcasts. Everyone is clean, crisp, and tucked in. They decide we can stay up in our room and we were happy about that. These three days go by like a breeze and I'm grateful for how wonderful they were. I'm looking forward to the fourth day and this whole thing being over. The wonderful job that I had just got better. Our boss tells us at the end of the third day that we don't have to come in the next day but we will still get paid!!!! My jaw dropped again!!! Are you kidding me?? It's like a paid vacation. I don't have to come it but still get paid. I didn't think this job could get any better!!!

I just wanted to share this story with you! It's just another angel story I have. I mean think about it. There were thousands of girls working CES. There are hundreds of thousands of booths set up there. How did I end up in the meditation room!!! This all comes from aligning your thoughts with love!!

Forgive

2008-01-07T19:51:00.000-08:00

Forgive. Doreen expresses it beautifully in one of her books and I would like to share it with you.

Forgive

Your desires come to you as you clear the path of old anger and resentment. While you may not be able to pardon the other person's behavior, it's essential that you release anger toward him or her. That's because old anger is a toxin that only hurts you-not the other person. As you forgive, you make way for health and love. When you let yourself off the hook for perceived misdeeds, your energy and self-esteem automatically increase. The easiest way to forgive is to send unconditional blessings and prayer to everyone involved in a situation. Hold compassion for them all. See and feel yourself cleared of old anger, and breathe easy with your new found peace.

Life Force

2008-01-06T10:35:00.000-08:00

How much Life Force do you have in your life? Our bodies are energy generators and life force is what makes us generate. There are foods you can eat to vibrate at a high vibration as well as exercises we can do that boost our generator to higher frequencies. Foods with high life force have a high content of sun and water in them. Life Force Energy has a distinct vibration that will uplift, purify, rejuvenate, and energize every cell in your body, dramatically transforming your appearance and mind-set. Matter is 99% space. The other 1% of that space is ENERGY. Everything that exists whether its natural or synthetic has a vibration. Things that have a lot of Life Force energy vibrate at a much more rapid rate than things that have little life force. I will give you an example. An apple vibrates at a much faster rate then a table. An apple also vibrates at a much faster rate than a serving of fries. Human beings are designed to have a relatively high vibration. If we fill our high-vibration body with low Life Force Energy substances, our natural vibration will slow down, effectively distorting and slowing the human energy pulse. Instead of progressing into healthier, more beautiful beings, we are digressing into inferior versions of ourselves. Don't be dense. Low vibrating foods are typically more dense. That means they have a lower water content. They move slowly through the body. Changing your diet to a more light-filled, high vibrational diet will not only trigger physical healing, but will also help correct the emotional imbalances that come with the frustrations of living in a dense sluggish body. eating well is one of the quickest, easiest, and most fun ways to improve our vibrations. I will list below a sort of hierarchy of high vibration life force energy substances:

Highest Harmoniously Vibrating Substances

+Sunlight

+Fresh air and pure, clean water

+freshly extracted juices made from the highest-quality raw fruits and vegetables

+organic sun-ripened raw fresh fruit(preferably organic)

+raw green vegetable life, including sea vegetation

+raw vegetables of all kinds, grown nutritionally balanced soil

+raw honey

Medium Harmoniously Vibrating Foods

+cooked veggies, including root veggies

+raw organic nuts and seeds

+raw organic goat or sheep dairy products

+raw sprouted grain

+organic unsweetened dried fruits

+Stevia, pure maple syrup, agave nectar, raw cane sugar

Low Harmoniously Vibrating Foods

+cooked sprouted-grain products

+cooked grains

+other raw, organic dairy products

+free range eggs

+organic wild fish

+raw oils

Interim Foods (ok to eat but not ideal for raising vibration, they help transition to a healthier lifestyle)

+whole-grain products

+ Organic butter and cream

+Organic nonraw cheeses

+Free range, grass fed meats

Inharmonious vibrating foods and elements

+ordinary pasteurized cow milk, yogurt, and cheese

+cigarettes

+hard liquor

+processed foods and synthetic ingredients

+mainstream animal fleshes

+pharmaceutical drugs

+technological radiation

+x-ray radiation

*You can find this list and other extremely helpful information in the book Raw Life Force Energy by Natalie Rose

Also some other great books are:

*Eating in the Light by Doreen Virtue

*Angel Foods by Cherie Soria

Vacation

2008-01-05T10:42:00.000-08:00

Do you need a vacation? Are you one of those people who give and give and give and never get a break? Well today is the day for you to take time for yourself. I try to look at it like breathing. There is no exhale without an inhale. Just like the tides of the ocean there is not one movement without the other. Energy is the same way. When you don't give yourself a break or take gifts from other people you don't allow the universe to give back. So take time today to take care of yourself. Give yourself a break.

Angels

2008-01-01T21:44:00.000-08:00

How many people believe in Angels? Depending on which poll you read about 72-85 percent of people believe in angels, and 32 percent say they have encountered them. The numbers are rising as we speak. But who are the angels? What are they here for and why are they talking to me? Just kidding ;) We all have guardian angels. You have guardian angels with you right now. The actual word angel means "messenger of God". Angels are pure beings of Divine light. They are trustworthy beings that are here to guide you. It doesn't matter whether or not you believe in them. You HAVE them. They don't judge you or have ego's. They don't see any of your flaws they only see your potential. They believe in YOU. Angels are non-denominational. There are some religions that may call them a different name but we are all talking about the same thing. The angels are beings of pure love and light. They will only give you loving messages. The Angels can only help you if you ask for them. God gave us free will. Angels won't intervene with your free will and neither will God. You have to ask for their help. And how do you ask? You can ask for their help anyway you want to ask. If you want to just say "angels help me" instantly you will have angels by your side assisting you with whatever you want. You can write them a letter, visualize, think it. Anything you want. I am so used to communicating with angels I feel like I'm talking to them all day. I am constantly receiving signs that their around as well. I witness miracles everyday.

There are different types of angels. You have guardian angels, principalities, powers, virtues, dominions, thrones, cherubim, seraphim, and archangels. I highly recommend that the next time you are in need of some divine assistance that you call upon one of these beings. Archangels are sort of like the managers of the guardian angels. They are very powerful and loving. They have NO EGOS. So when you communicate with angels you will never receive a message about things that aren't of true love. They don't have genders but they have certain characteristic that make them seem more male or female. Doreen Virtue has a book called Angels 101. It is a great book that I highly recommend. It really explains everything "angel" and I have found it very helpful.